Monday, July 13, 2009

Vanity

if i had one hundred stenographers,
i would dictate poems to them all day long
and test their speed and accuracy in weekly check-ups.

if i had one hundred stenographers,
i would give them each a squeaking, rickety typewriter.
i would say only this to them:
please record every sound in this room,
and watch them try to catch the rain.

if i had one hundred stenographers,
i would make them only record the unsaid,
the body currents.
They would never lie.

if i had one hundred stenographers,
i would have one for each muscle twitch.
i would know what i say in my sleep.
i would never forget.

Childhood

Wild Things


Little Max kept one furry headed Wild Thing

under his bed, its hide still wet

and stinking from the trip across oceanic imagination.

The tiny monster burrowed into a coarse green Army blanket

Max had been given by his father.

The two never played during the day,

but in darkness Max would lock his door,

take the Thing out,

and lose himself

in the reflection of its amber eyes.


One night, when his parents had gone to sleep,

he scrambled under the bed, pulled out the Thing and held it

fiercely, drinking the pulses of breath,

burying his face in its hair. Its body was smooth

and pleasant, but when he raised it to his lips

and tilted his head back, through his glasses

he could see the bedroom ceiling,

which had become a cold and starless sky.


More Things stepped down from the ceiling shadows,

growing Things, shrinking Things,

(hawk-faced clawing knee-hugging things),

they stalked the room and carried him like a king

to where his drum loud pulse wouldn't wake anybody,

where his slap happy dance wouldn't wake anybody,

where his purple faced howl wouldn't wake anybody.


In the morning, they found his puffy voice older.

They smelled the dark when he shook himself awake

at breakfast, but they peeked under the table

and behind the stove for the source.

Nothing hid there.

Things napped in his stomach, and rooted

where they could root, and seeped

where they could seep. Max tripped out the door,

his sweet afterglow mixed with Mom's eggs,

the song under his bed jangled in his ears.



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I swear this was written before the previews for the movie "Where the Wild Things Are" came out. I like the power of repetition - why is it exactly the repetition seems to give power to a phrase?

Riffing off da Bard

Bandsman

He walks in uni, like the knight
of spotless shine and plumed pride,
and all the tests of left and right
feet mark his music, and harm his knees.

Fairy Tale

I am

so in love

with

your

pedestal

Empty versus Empty

the following poem has been modified to fit
yoru mind. it has been stretched, it has been shot,
it's had invisible words edited from it.
those unhatched ideas cloud and blot,
diffuse the infinity ink into something gray,
something raggedy shoes, something blah-blue
something two-toned flat trombones would play
wah-wah with. it is the sound of questions brewing,
it is hugo's triggering town, blown
the hell out of kansas, shivering at the cold cut
of punctation. it has been studied and shown
to wash clean the grime of creative gutters,
to shower drops that plop down like fat men.
It will be rated rain.
We'll watch it again and again.

Lab

Scientists say free will is an illusion.
Sometimes, I agree.
Sometimes I feel like a movie projector,
like another reel day has passed through me,
mechanically gobbled,
instant

by

instant

until sleep comes,
washing my brain with electric waves,
drowning out the tick tick tick tick
of conscious order with natural rhythm,
the slow pattern of sleeping baby breath
turning down the volume of everything
leaving only what I choose to clutch.

And even the sleep is an instant
eternal until I make sense of it
for the sake of the story I am.

Somewhere, I am forever putting the period at the end of this sentence.

Somewhere, I am forever holding you.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Be Kind

I need to know what keeps rewinding movies of mine.
What drives the romance
back and starts this warped and blinding reel
another time?
Sneaking in my cabinets - those monoliths
remember gigantic bathrobes, munching popcorn.
What agenda crouches in my family
videos and sets them squealing
once I leave the room?